In the sea of high school students, I found peace in only one, Lea. She was a breath of fresh air in this suffocating school. Of course, people notice and look at you on a daily basis, but it's different being actually seen. It started with small talk, then frequent conversations, and soon enough she became the sister I never had. We were inseparable, at least I thought we were. But people change. The bubbly and humorous friend I once knew seems so far away now. And although I found solace and comfort in her, I was never her top pick. I slowly became that forgotten sweater in her closet. Maybe she liked my design at first but now she's grown tired of it. Maybe she's worn me too many times that the material isn't as new and valuable. I got tossed to the side while other clothes took priority. I confided in her, grew too comfortable. Told her my secrets, dreams, even insecurities. But her ever so often "jokes" about my looks and features became repetitive. Insulting even, because I'd never do that to her. It's quite tiring being the backup, only getting picked up when you feel like using me - when you're bored. So, we continue to grow apart, I guess for the better.
Reading this story was a roller coaster of emotions. It was interesting seeing each character's growth and mindset change throughout the story. I went from liking and sympathizing with Claudette to her being my least favorite character. I liked her at first because I thought she was relatable, but her personality took a turn for the worst when she would start throwing Mirabella and Claudette under the bus. Even in the end of the story, when Mirabella defended and helped Claudette, Claudette wouldn't come to her defense when she needed help. However, Mirabella and Jeanette grew to be my favorite characters. Mirabella especially, her strength, affection, and care toward her sisters is admirable. Although I wish I had more insight in what happened to them after the graduation, what I did see of them was nice. The debate was a nice way to end of the unit. I regretted picking Jeanette though because Mirabella to me is the best wolf girl, despite what I debated. But it was good to pu...
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